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Crazy Love?…

Despite all the harassments, verbal abuse, physical abuse and emotional abuse that I have experienced at the hands of my husband; I still love him. Of course my love towards him is periodically superseded by feelings of immense hate and disappointment. The first time he physical assaulted me was when I discovered a supposedly funny picture of a naked woman opening her legs thus exposing the near perfect looking vagina and clit one might have seen. What was “comical” was her head was replaced by a goofy looking Asian guy. I failed to see the  joke and confronted him. Without showing a minuscule amount of remorse, he said it’s a joke his friend shared with him. Ok, so why keep it in your phone gallery among my pictures?! I was upset and showed it. He became mad and the rest is history…My neck hurt for a few days, not to mention my feelings. That was 8 years ago. We got married 3 years later. I remembered feeling so happy on the day I was legally his wife,  yet at the same time I felt as if I’ve made the biggest mistake of my life. Boy, was I right!